Saturday, March 6, 2010

Sparkly High Heeled Shoes

Sometimes I think this is completely pointless.

Sometimes I want to write something down and know that someone is reading it, even if it's not worth reading.

Dear Friends of Kathleen,

You are worth far more than you know. Without friendships it is so easy to let my heart become troubled. With friendships I think my GPA has suffered but my overall emotional health grows stronger.

I got an unexpected text message last night that truely blessed me.

I feel like making everyone random Valentine's again. I will include you this time Sagan!

I feel like writing letters to everyone I love telling them that I love them.

I feel like kissing my boyfriend some more. except he's gone home so I have to wait till tomorrow. I don't like waiting. I'm not a patient person. I'm working on it though because the testing of my faith produces patience and patience once it has had it's perfect work makes me perfect. Can you imagine? a perfect Kathleen. I know it will not happen in this lifetime but the closer I get the easier it will be for you all to put up with me, and the easier it will be for you to love me.

I changed my mind back. I do think love is a decision. My reasons, however, are probably not going to be considered good enough reasons by some. That's okay with me. I don't always have to agree with the people I love.

<3 Miss Madden

P.S. I wore my silver sequined high heels today and I danced all over Preston's house in them and I felt like a princess even if I was wearing blue jeans and a long sleeved T shirt. One should never underestimate the power of a beautiful pair of shoes.

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